sad as it seems..life jus doesnt go our way... in life we alwayz want something yet it alwyaz the other person who gets it.. and life  may seem unfair but then the beauty in it is thata mother nature alwyaz give u something back in order to make it "fair" but usally it something that u take for granted.. y is ti alwayz like this? well actually a better question wld be to ask is y is it happening? is it becasue mother nature noes it is not good for u? i dunt thiink so i think its more of she constantly reminding us that life is not fair and cruely unjust...get over it asap or u'll jus be a misirable git~

eh~ enough of philosophical bedbate with no one...my point is that sometimes i feel that she is really out there to get meh~??! give meh little suttle hints telling i failed misrably and alwayz constatly reminding me that she is still my very good frd~ not my gf.. mother nature sure does have her ways~

okay i really shold quit doing this but jus another quick point.~ jus a quick trip back to ma fav topic "love".....yeayea i noe its geetting repetitious  but then it is THE age old question ..as they say "u cant live with it, u cant live wiithout it" in my 15 and 11 months of being a homosapein i have appreciated the power behind love ..it is so powerful that even the deadliest weapon on this earth can match its almighty power....it grants a man the will to fight till the daeth yet it can also crush a mans hear to obivlion...yet this weapon is equip to all those who use and as alwayz there intention is alwayz a just one but in the end it may come to a disasterous end...so were to we go from know? to tred on this fine line between crushing a mans heart and give him the strength of a million swords.....this may sounds hard but then we do it all the time without us noeing it ....giveing ur bf or dear mate a big hug or ignoring him jus becuz ur pissed off.... so my other point today is love is a powerfull tool to powerfull to play with and one day it may come back to haunt you..so be prudent and choose wisley( okay i think i balb a bit too long this time heheh :p)

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"Greif,tradgedy and hatred are only for a time. Goodness, remembrance and love have no end"

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have u ever got the feeling that loving someone uncoditonally is so hard.? i mean its like thorns in ur heart..it shreds ur heart and bleedin it dry but u noe it hurts but u still inisit leaving the thorns dere and even wanting to cut deeper becuase u cant bear the pain of pulling it out...

I noe i tried my best and it just not enough... u noe plp say wen u tried ur best even u failed u have no regrets..THTS BULLSHIT..i tried my best and all i got was even more pain becuase i tried so hard.........it jus not fair its so cruel y? y meh? !! Y!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! while i work my ass off for jus one sign of affection he just sits on his ass and she still........fuken unfair........

I was neva in da picture..i was blind to follow my own way..now it lead me to disaster and the brink of emotional breakdown..all i eva wanted was someone i cld care for......and inturn someone to care for meh.....i lived to long on my own..i lived to long alone and seeing others have to warmth and joy of compansion ..i have nth to fall back on. i mean i dunt even have a thing that im proud of to fall back on ...if i was good at something..i cld fall back on it and hide in it for all eternity but i dunt all i have to fall back is my pride and dignity which was long gone no more..and figmint of mah imagination......

y ? alll i want is an answer.y? y meh? ......................?

u noe the world we live in todai is so ironical..while the citizens of the denmark pay for their own modest weddings the aristocrate of the dnmark has the most lavish and grand wedding at the expense of the tax payers money? Sydney uni..one of the most famous uni in NSW and yet it is located around the natrious area of redfern suburb?.....

anywaz fellin so guilty....it was all mah fault.........i shld have predicted this disaster.....im so sorii ........im realli am i shldnt have bought drinks..stoopit .....sigh ......

anywaz...im realli sori ...........*sob sob*

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" A vision with no action is a dream ; an action with no vision is a nightmare"

um um,.................is it jus me or this winter is absoult freezing hell........im so cold that the onli part of body is warm is ma butt.....soon have to stick hand in ma bum crack to prevented from having frost bites...brrr~~~

anywayz todai um... first dai of intra bbal;...kind boring la......and um...........nth much

oh yeafeel so proud top 10 in science!!!

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"A sence of humor can help you overlook the unattractive, tolerate the unplesant,cope with the unexpected,and smile theough the unbarable..........." M.W